the Professor, again!

I met my Professor again in the lecture just now.

I sat on the 2nd front row. Nobody sat on the 1st row. I was simply the most nearest student to her in the LT.

But our eyes was never met together (ask why!)

I surely believed she noticed I was there.

Anw she has never replied my email anymore.

Hmm, it is fine for me even if she has looked down at me.

It is reasonable.

She said the TA worked in her lab right now was in 1st class Honours during his undergraduate study. Another TA of her had a CAP of (again, 1st class) 4.8 and she confidently gave the TA approval for a scholarship application.

Well, I am not a 1st class student. It was understandable if she was shocked when looking at my CAP. She might RARELY look at such a very-very-low-,-she-said CAP. Perhaps her eyes got really irritated after looking at my CAP.

Really hope I can reach the 1st class Honours as well, as what their TAs did.

Hmm, everyone does, for sure.

But I thank God whatever my situation is.

He never says my CAP is irritating His eyes. He always accepts me, with unconditional love of Him. It's irritating His heart when I am being discouraged and stop being thankful for all His grace to me.

I forgive my Professor.

[Doing lab report and suddenly want to post a blog.

now I'm continuing my lab report.]

Signing off,

C. L.